-breathless
-scared
-shocked
-hurt
-betrayed
-disrespected
-confused
-empty
-devastated
... to name a few.
I don't know how we got here, or where we're going.
You ended a 9 month relationship in an unfair 15 minutes.
You say you may just need time.
I understand.
I want to be what I know I can be... but I need you to be what I need.
I need you more than you probably know... but so does he.
He needs you more than I do... he needs what is best.
He needs love, stability, and positive influences.
He needs a chance, an opportunity to be something in this world.
He needs peace.
I want forever with the both of you.
I don't know what you want.
I deserve more respect than what you showed me last night.
I'm giving you space because you need it.
I'm giving you respect because you deserve it.
You are an amazing person and you deserve to feel that way.
You deserve someone who will put you first.
You deserve: love, honesty, compassion, encouragement, happiness, peace, respect, a stable influence for him, a sense of home, faithfulness, maturity, contentment, a future... and those things add up to more than how i am feeling.. more than what i want or need.
So i am giving you time... to do whats best for him... even if that means me not being with you.
... because I love you that much.
