Opportunity/Pete Murray

And so it goes another lonely day
Your savin time but your miles away
Your fly was drownin in some bitter tea
For seeing lost opportunity

Find your mirror go and look inside
And see the talent you always hide
Don't go kid yourself well not today
Satisfaction's not to far away

Hold on now your exits here
It's waiting just for you
Don't pause too long
It's fading now
It's ending all too soon you'll see
Soon you'll see

Your coffee's warm but your milk is sour
Life is short but your here to flower
Dream yourself along another day
Never miss opportunity

Don't be scared of what you cannot see
Your only fear is possibility
Never wonder what the hell went wrong
Your second chance may never come along

Hold on now your exits here
It's waiting just for you
Don't pause too long
It's fading now
It's ending all too soon you'll see

Soon you'll see

New Beginnings

What do you do when you have no choice but to move forward?
When you are blindsided by news that changes your life completely.. in the matter of a 30 min conversation?
Everything that you have been working towards, everything you have been planning for... just goes out the window.

Its like the air gets knocked out of you, and for a brief second you're not sure you're really alive.

All i want to do is curl up under the covers and somehow manage to reverse time, even if it were just a day.. to maybe change something that would differ the results of the phone call.

At that moment my life was completely turned upside down. Everything i have worked for and hoped for, for the past three years is completely gone.

The world changes somehow.

I'm not sure what I would do if i didn't have wonderful friends.
They make breathing easier these days.

I carry your heart/ EE Cummings

I carry your heart with me
(I carry it in my heart)

I am never without it
(Anywhere I go you go, my dear; and whatever is done
by only me is your doing, my darling)

I fear no fate
(For you are my fate, my sweet)

I want no world
(For beautiful you are my world, my true)

and it's you, whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you

Here is the deepest secret nobody knows
(Here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky of a tree called life; which grows
higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart

I carry your heart (I carry it in my heart)

- EE Cummings

If i were a betting woman,

i would bet that nothing in this world is as honest as silence.